I’m not the girl your mother warns you about. I won’t kiss your best friend or break your heart. I won’t make you choose between what you love to do & me. I’m not cold. I’m not reckless.
I’m the girl your father mentions when your mom’s not around. I’m the girl that gets away.
I will love you more than anything. I will kiss you when you cry. I will stand by your side until you decide otherwise.
And you’re just like your father, so you will. You’ll let me go and I won’t look back, but you will. I promise you, you will. I’m that girl.
This was just so…amazing…
So how is it that…
you can talk to me forever, every day and every night…earn my trust, know my secrets, my fears, my flaws…then NOT speak to me for almost a month, claiming you’re “too busy” to even send a text, then turn around and say, you’re being annoying, I’m dating someone now, things have changed. Like wow, good to know one girl is all it takes for you to stop talking to me. And for you to do things that make me fall for you when I shouldn’t…then say your feelings have changed. Just like that. So all that BULLSHIT about how much you loved me and cared for me for years is just…changed. Well you know what? Fuck you. Fuck your lies you told me. Fuck everything you promised me. YOU SAID YOU’D NEVER LEAVE ME. Well, how did I know you were just going to end up like everyone else…you use me to get what you want, and then you just leave. You’re done. Because I never really mattered to you. Not as a friend, not as someone you supposedly loved. Don’t come to me when this girl fucks you over like the rest of them. I will not stand going through this pain to be your “once in a while convenience” friend.